Perhaps “dusty” more than “dust to dust” best characterizes my efforts to create a spacious home for God in my heart this Lent. Just as in my physical home, no matter what I do, living in my house creates more dust that I can keep up with! (Well, the dog may also have something to do with it.) Even if I close off one room, the dust still accumulates.
With the Psalmist I want to pray for an undivided heart of gratitude and praise to God (Ps 86:11-12). To be a true follower of Jesus I think I want to “continue in [His] word . . . and know the truth and the truth will make [me] free” (John 8:31-32).
Free to do what? Be grateful? Promote justice? Praise God? Free from what? Sin? Fear? Dust?
How do I figure this out? I can’t even manage my dust! Like Jeremiah I need help!
I know, O Lord, that the way of human beings is not in their control,
that mortals as they walk cannot direct their steps.
Correct me, O Lord, but in just measure;
not in your anger, or you will bring me to nothing. (Jer. 10:23-24)
that mortals as they walk cannot direct their steps.
Correct me, O Lord, but in just measure;
not in your anger, or you will bring me to nothing. (Jer. 10:23-24)
Amazingly, no matter how dusty or out of control or confused I get, God’s grace is immeasurably greater. According to Paul’s letter to the Romans, the more disobedience and sin increase, so all the more does grace, through Jesus’ sacrifice, increase (Rom 5:18-21).
Loving and just correction. Abundant grace. Light that shines into the dusty corners of my heart this Lenten season.
- Christina Chen